16 sept 2007

VIVA MEXICO JOTONES!!!

Hehehehe. Yea, you read correctly. Well, that's assuming you can read in Spanish. Yesterday was September 15. Mexico's Independence Day. It was good. I woke up in the morning hugging my special Teddy bear ;). We didn't want to leave bed early, we were so tired. So we wait a bit to do so. We went to do some special earnings that we had and then for a breakfast. I didn't like those earnings but they were something my bear had to do. I support him 100%. The breakfast talk was really good and was a very special moment that I classified as EXCELLENT. Then we went back to his apartment where he had to do some other home earnings that I liked least. I felt really bad because I wanted to be 100% with him, but he was only thinking about work, about doing his home, about other stuff that he has in his head that is making him uneasy. I understand he is a bit nervous but I think that if you have a plan to be with that special person, you should arrange things so you have the least of the interruptions so you can enjoy your other half. But he didn't. every thing was kind of a mix between good, excellent, and very bad stuff. Sometimes he was there, sometimes his mind was wondering in all his duties and problems. I was really disappointed. And I wanted to have the whole JC for at least 6 hours of the 15 hrs I supposedly was going to have with him. I guess I had at most 3 hours of 100% JC and this freaked me out. JC noticed it and he even suggested not to go to the party his best friend was offering to celebrate September 15. We already have planed this, and I really wanted to go. I tried to explain him that it wasn't what I wanted. I don't know if he really understood me but we left the apartment in a rush. In the party, of course, I didn't knew ANY ONE. There was one or two people that I think I saw some other time before, but I couldn't remember. Must of there were MD. Wow, was really good, I chat with some of the guests. I thought that I was going to have a very bad time because I am not a very sociable person, but the fact is that I enjoy it. RO is a great guy. He is gay and he dressed himself as a woman. hahahaha was very funny. I talked with "Vero" she is a great person and I think I can make a friend out of her. I talk with some other doctors and was good. Again, my bear was kind of wired for me. Sometimes he was closed to me, sometimes he was hidden in the kitchen. One of his friends told me that he uses to do that in all the parties. I started to feel a bit better about it, but still. I am very uneasy with him. I don't want to loose him. And I know I have to control myself so I will not be needy person with him, but it is so hard. I don't care what hard it is I will do my best to give some air to my bear. I understand him, and I know he loves me back because HE HAS TOLD ME SO. I had had some experiences in which people force me to tell them so, but in this case I don't force him, I want it to be authentic. Guess what. He says it to me with out me having to ask him.
So I guess I am in the right track. I just have to give him some air and we are going to be good.

One of the themes we chat about when we were having breakfast is "five things I dislike about you". He had so much troubles to find the five and tell me them. When it was my turn, he refuses to hear them. He asked me not to tell him now, but later. I will wait, any way, he knows exactly what are them. And the good part is that he named the least things I was worried about he will be upset with me. All this means that we are in the right track.

Later on, I had to come back home. SD came to visit me. I was so happy to see him. Then, all my relatives arrived. It would be another boring "family" reunion if it weren't for SD and his sister. I really dislike some of my relatives, that is why I can't chat with them. We played "Settlers of Catan", an awesome game. We didn't finish. We started to eat dinner and SD, his sister and his sister's friend had to go. I was tired to, so I didn't wanted to join them in their quest to get drunk. SD nether, he wanted to go home to sleep too. hehehe My mood turn back up when JC call me to tell me he was going home and how much he loves me.

He has a trip today. Good luck in your trip Honey Bear!

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