20 sept 2007

...FOR THE PLEASURE TO BE WITH MY FAMILY

Today I had planed to go and have lunch with my bear. I even couldn't sleep well because I was so excited. My mom got sick again. She got this terrible pain and I had to cancel my Teddy to take my mom to the hospital. I felt angry again, because once again, I had to leave behind something that I really wanted to do to take care of my mom. I love my mom, and I did it because I love her. But I don't like to choose between my happiness and her.
Once again I remember the reason I left Canada, but this time, something else came to mind. My Teddy!!! If I hadn't come to Mexico I wouldn't know my Teddy. I have a big pain in my heart because of my mom illness, but at the same time I feel blessed because I met JC.
It is good my mom didn't have to stay in the hospital. Her doctor just gave her a prescription for some analgesics and that was it. My worst fears were cleared but one.
I just hope she feels better, and I want her to meet JC, and see how happy are JC and me together.
Hope God bless me with more time so she can meet him and I can be with my bear and my family.
Work was Ok. Now I know that Dr. B is a bitch. She wants me to do my life miserable. But I don't care about her. The other guy??? well, I know both of them are jealous because I study harder than them. They don't like that.
I called my Teddy, he is way happier. That is good, that makes me happy. But I am still worry about him. I hope he find an answer for all his problems.

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