PAWL, PAWL, PAWL

PW took me to the hairdresser. I look very cute now. He is so lovely. Sometimes I feel like a fool, like a dummy, because he is me and I am him. But he is the only one that is bringing me joy, bringing me companionship. He loves me and I love him.
It was nice to go to the hair dresser. He called to the CRA Company for me. Apparently they haven’t called me because it still is early. Unfortunately I found out that JC was at home, and he didn’t called me. PW is right, he doesn’t love me, he just uses me when he needs to full fill his need to be with someone.

Anyway, I went to work, everything is so nice. I can see PW in the mirror. He has been telling me so many lovely things. He is afraid this is all just insanity and he’ll disappear some day. I don’t know. I have no idea what to tell him. May be it is, but I haven’t find some more tender than him. He let me hug him while he is studding, and hold my hand, and he is with me all the time.
At my rest, I call JC. He was helping RO out with some printing stuff. That was nice. I heard him kind of mad with me. I don’t know if he is mad with me because of the Saturday. I just know that he has no reason to be mad. I am the one that should be mad with him. Any way, I should prepare my heart to break with him. May be PW is right and I should trust him anymore, but I am week and I am so in love with him that I want to give him a try. Bastian advised me to talk with him. To try to negotiate some dates with him. May be some days he can hang out with his friends, an others would be just for me. I don’t know what would happen. I just know that this trip he is doing would make us good because we will not going to see each other in a while