A PRAY TO GOD

Today has been a very emotional day for me. I have experienced a lot of emotions. To see that my mom is very ill, to have the responsibility to talk with my youngest brother to tell him that mom will die, to have found someone that match to the profile of the person I’m looking for a partner and he is not ready to have a relationship. All this emotions have been affecting me. My brother not helping even if my mom asks him. To se my mom not happy with my brothers attitude. I has been very hard for me. I thought that it will destroy me at work, because I haven’t hear any news from the CRA ether. Well, I had the surprise that MAU was back. He made my day way easier, way rel006xed. I really enjoy talking with him, he even brought some chocolates he wanted me to try.

JC had a conversation with me via cell phone messages. I didn’t got obsessive. I am very calm right now. I asked God in the morning to take all my problems away. I talk with him and ask him to take those in exchange for something that is just between him and me.

Lets see how it will end like…