2 oct 2007

GOOD TRIP HONEY!

Yes, JC has become the theme of the year! Well, this time I woke up with an urge and sadness. I was afraid I will never see him again. I was mad, and again, I tried to the “PW” thing. It worked for a while, but what really helped me was an advised Bastian gave me.

He said, “call him” and I did. He answered with his soft and tender voice, with a bit of a rush because he was late for his flight. But he never lost his kindness with me.

I fight with PW and put him away. I will put him there till I need him again. Any way, he has helped me to develop my seflsteam.

I sent to JC an email explaining the situation. I just hope he will not misunderstand it. I send him a cute little message by the cell phone. I hope it soft his heart.

I have been with these uncontrollable discharges of emotions. I just try to give them chance to flow, feel them, but I try not to act according to them.

JC, good trip, I love you, Honey!!!

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