FIX A BROKEN TOY IS EASIER THAN HEAL A WOUNDED SOUL, HE SAID.

I had a discussion with JC while Kyle was calling me. It wasn’t fun. I felt so mad and angry. He didn’t understand me. But Ivan was there, and I talked with him. He did more that just gave me an advice. He actually opened my eyes. I was giving all my dreams, all y fantasies, to a person I hardly know for about a month. Do I want to do this? NO! Why I’m doing this? Because my need of been happy, by need of have a living dream. Well, I guess I should put all my dreams in someone else. Eg me!
I have to fix myself fist to be able to love as I should.