Yea, I know, I know. I am sick. I have a cold, and I haven't go to the hospital in two weeks. I didn't went today nether. My mom doesn't appreciate me to stay to look after them. But any way, they are not paying me. I am looking now for a real job. Now I have just to tell my uncle that I may not coming back to the hospital. This is going to be the hard part....well...may be looking for a job. hehehehe
But yea!! you have noticed? I am actually happy, after all those horrible things that have happened to me lately. But well, I have noticed that I have something very important around me: my friends. The real once, not the fake "yes I-Love-U" once, but just want to have sex. no, no, no. The real stuff. The once that support me, the once that are there where I am having difficulties. To all of them, THANK YOU!!!!!
23 jul 2007
19 jul 2007
Harry Potter Syndorme
Here we go again. I haven't gone to the hospital in two weeks. I will try to go on Monday, because I have no intentions to go tomorrow. I have been sick. The first week was because my mom was very wick and sick, and I had to look after her, but I got a flu from her, so now I am sick. I should go because it is nice when you are sick and you show others that even if you are sick you take care of your responsibilities. But, hey!! I am not getting pay, this is not school, actually, I have no idea if I can even get a paper that I am doing this so I can post it in my curriculum. I am just doing it because I love it and because I am learning extraofficialy a lot. But I do not love it as much to show up sick.
In stead, I woke up late and went to watch Harry Potter with two very good friends. I feel a little embarrassed because they pay for everything, but I thank them so much. It was a very nice experience. A good movie, a good dinner, and a good company. That remind me that may be, I have lost love, money, and health, but I still have friendship. And that is what have been keeping me alive. Good friends and family. May be that is what God wants me to know. To understand that health, love, and money comes and goes, but a family and a real friendship stays there to help you out. I know, I have some relatives that are kind of a worst enemy, but family is suppose to be there to help each other and that is what I will do right now. That is my responsibility in this moment, to look after my family and let my friends to be with me.
In stead, I woke up late and went to watch Harry Potter with two very good friends. I feel a little embarrassed because they pay for everything, but I thank them so much. It was a very nice experience. A good movie, a good dinner, and a good company. That remind me that may be, I have lost love, money, and health, but I still have friendship. And that is what have been keeping me alive. Good friends and family. May be that is what God wants me to know. To understand that health, love, and money comes and goes, but a family and a real friendship stays there to help you out. I know, I have some relatives that are kind of a worst enemy, but family is suppose to be there to help each other and that is what I will do right now. That is my responsibility in this moment, to look after my family and let my friends to be with me.
12 jul 2007
All or nothing.
Why the title? I really don't know. It just came to my mind. I am a little scared. My friend D talked with the canaidan thief. He said lies, as usual. But the point is other. She asked me if I was gay. So far, I think I am not. One thing is sure. I like both, males and females. I use to think of myself as bisexual, but I'm not sure anymore. My straight friends talk about girls in a very intense way. The say way my gay friends talk about guys. I don't think in they way they do, so now I am just thinking I am asexual, but I am just looking for someone just because of imitation of the society.
The problem is not my sexuality, the problem is to accept myself whatever I am. She said something very wise. She said "if you want to walk in the watter, you have to get out of the boat", meaning I have to get out of my comfort zone. I think that my comfort zone is to pretend something I am not. What I am not is a regular guy, like the typical Mexican guy that loves two things: soccer and women.
I think of myself as a handicap person. I am not able to act in a sexually normal way (I'm including homosexuality and heterosexuality in the normal sexual way). That is the way I should see myself. I should accept myself as a big little kid.
This leads me to other thoughts. When I was a little kid, I choose a broken toy from the nice. Why was that? I didn't want to leave alone the one that I knew no one will choose. I think I grow in that way, and now I am nice with the broken people. I try to be nice with everyone, even the most evil, jerk, and asshole person. I have to learn to be a little more asshole myself.
The problem is not my sexuality, the problem is to accept myself whatever I am. She said something very wise. She said "if you want to walk in the watter, you have to get out of the boat", meaning I have to get out of my comfort zone. I think that my comfort zone is to pretend something I am not. What I am not is a regular guy, like the typical Mexican guy that loves two things: soccer and women.
I think of myself as a handicap person. I am not able to act in a sexually normal way (I'm including homosexuality and heterosexuality in the normal sexual way). That is the way I should see myself. I should accept myself as a big little kid.
This leads me to other thoughts. When I was a little kid, I choose a broken toy from the nice. Why was that? I didn't want to leave alone the one that I knew no one will choose. I think I grow in that way, and now I am nice with the broken people. I try to be nice with everyone, even the most evil, jerk, and asshole person. I have to learn to be a little more asshole myself.
All or nothing.
Why the title? I really don't know. It just came to my mind. I am a little scared. My friend D talked with the canaidan thief. He said lies, as usual. But the point is other. She asked me if I was gay. So far, I think I am not. One thing is sure. I like both, males and females. I use to think of myself as bisexual, but I'm not sure anymore. My straight friends talk about girls in a very intense way. The say way my gay friends talk about guys. I don't think in they way they do, so now I am just thinking I am asexual, but I am just looking for someone just because of imitation of the society.
The problem is not my sexuality, the problem is to accept myself whatever I am. She said something very wise. She said "if you want to walk in the watter, you have to get out of the boat", meaning I have to get out of my comfort zone. I think that my comfort zone is to pretend something I am not. What I am not is a regular guy, like the typical Mexican guy that loves two things: soccer and women.
I think of myself as a handicap person. I am not able to act in a sexually normal way (I'm including homosexuality and heterosexuality in the normal sexual way). That is the way I should see myself. I should accept myself as a big little kid.
This leads me to other thoughts. When I was a little kid, I choose a broken toy from the nice. Why was that? I didn't want to leave alone the one that I knew no one will choose. I think I grow in that way, and now I am nice with the broken people. I try to be nice with everyone, even the most evil, jerk, and asshole person. I have to learn to be a little more asshole myself.
The problem is not my sexuality, the problem is to accept myself whatever I am. She said something very wise. She said "if you want to walk in the watter, you have to get out of the boat", meaning I have to get out of my comfort zone. I think that my comfort zone is to pretend something I am not. What I am not is a regular guy, like the typical Mexican guy that loves two things: soccer and women.
I think of myself as a handicap person. I am not able to act in a sexually normal way (I'm including homosexuality and heterosexuality in the normal sexual way). That is the way I should see myself. I should accept myself as a big little kid.
This leads me to other thoughts. When I was a little kid, I choose a broken toy from the nice. Why was that? I didn't want to leave alone the one that I knew no one will choose. I think I grow in that way, and now I am nice with the broken people. I try to be nice with everyone, even the most evil, jerk, and asshole person. I have to learn to be a little more asshole myself.
4 jul 2007
Artrosis
Artrosis is a Degeneration of the articulations (joints) caused by the used.
I can say it was a very good day. My uncle asked me to stay with a female doctor that doesn't teach, but I was glad that the resident of the last year was with her. He tough me many things related to the orthopedics of the upper limb.
I can say it was a good day, but I was specking to do some hand surgery today, but I am happy with my day because I learned some stuff.
There is other thing I find uncomfortable. I couldn't reach Sergio. Hehehehe. I guess he went out with his girl.
I can say it was a very good day. My uncle asked me to stay with a female doctor that doesn't teach, but I was glad that the resident of the last year was with her. He tough me many things related to the orthopedics of the upper limb.
I can say it was a good day, but I was specking to do some hand surgery today, but I am happy with my day because I learned some stuff.
There is other thing I find uncomfortable. I couldn't reach Sergio. Hehehehe. I guess he went out with his girl.
2 jul 2007
Lasec sign
I haven't written because I have been busy plus I have been depressed. Today was a good day. Actually I can say I have a nice taste in my mouth. Not literally, but figurative. There was an exam in the morning that I felt I did Ok, but my uncle said there were many wrong. He said in in his particular way of saying thing in a way that makes you feel garbage. Any way, I tried not to pay attention to that. I have my plan, I know what I am and where do I want to go. I don't have to listen to those words.
Later on, I went to the Orthopedics Emergency Office (OEO). I was with this guy and this girl that are kind of nice. The guy is R1 and the Girl is R2. They explained me a lot of things, and I got to put several casts and splints. Finally, my uncle arrived, he talked to me in a very nice way, we had a very nice conversation about some research he wants to do. Was a nice conversation, and he asked me for a favor. Right now I am wondering if he just had the nice conversation because he was going to ask me a favor. He had a very sower personality. But any way, I am not going there to visit with him, I am going there to relearn about medicine.
It was a very nice day and I learned a lot. Now I have to study a little more about Back and some signs and symptoms. Let see how it goes.
Later on, I went to the Orthopedics Emergency Office (OEO). I was with this guy and this girl that are kind of nice. The guy is R1 and the Girl is R2. They explained me a lot of things, and I got to put several casts and splints. Finally, my uncle arrived, he talked to me in a very nice way, we had a very nice conversation about some research he wants to do. Was a nice conversation, and he asked me for a favor. Right now I am wondering if he just had the nice conversation because he was going to ask me a favor. He had a very sower personality. But any way, I am not going there to visit with him, I am going there to relearn about medicine.
It was a very nice day and I learned a lot. Now I have to study a little more about Back and some signs and symptoms. Let see how it goes.
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