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Don't know where to start. If you have been reading this, you will know that I have been depressed. My mom has been sick because of a cerebrovascular disease. I had an unspokable brake with my bf. I chat with him last monday by msn. That was the last time I knew about him after two weeks of not knowing a thing. The conversation was really superficial. I don't think we will ever going back. I will not going to call him again, and for what I see he has no intentions of calling me. I would like to have someone I can love. I really miss having a bf. not him, just the fact of having someone. I made a drawing of a guy of how I would like my bf to look like.
Today my mom had a visit of an anunty she wanted to talk with. I thought I was going to be late for work because there was no one who looked after my mother, so I had to stay, but I took a taxi and I arrived on time. We had visit from the presidency. I like the way I look in this suit, but I need a hair cut. may be tomorrow I will go to the hair dresser.