Feeling Sick

I have been sick lately. I got some flu of no-idea-what kind, but today I feel better. Actually I have been bored and looking on the internet for something that entertains me. I found a social-net web site that I didn’t remember it existed. According to them, I created an account around five years ago. It said that I was living in Canada and I was looking for a relationship. Well, that was true, but now, so I decided to cancel. Other interesting stuff that I found was an advertisement I apparently publish in an ad web site. I had no idea when I published it, but it was me. The ad said I was looking for a relationship too. The way it was written was really creepy and had a lot of mistakes. Even if I were single, I wouldn’t publish something like that these days. But the thing that creeped me the must was the comments on that ad. Some were insulting, some were harsh and rude. Of course I deleted already that ad, but it reminded me the one time I saw a video in you-tube of a guy that was dancing like Shakira. The comments on that video were so insulting. What does it tell me? That there is a part of me that I haven’t accepted yet? I really don’t think so. I guess I just have done things in a different way. What do I mean? For example, if you were really hungry and you feel like having tons of fruit but you are in a steak-house, the chances are that the wetter is going to stare at you thinking “this guy is a wirdo”. Well, that is what happens to me. Instead of fruits and steaks I talk about bears, guys, science and all that stuff. But nobody told me it was a steak-house, which is a place where they only serve meat. I learned it on my own, as many others, I suppose. The difference is that most of the people learn this when they are teenagers. I finally found a veggie restaurant where I got the fruit I wanted but I’m the same old wirdo. So far, this is me trying to find a place where I can have my fruit grill (I may have it well done).